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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Hmm...Here to write msges again le wor...Hmm...Here it go bah...#1Hmm...euu suddenly once again asked me who i living my live for...Izzit myself or others...Hmm...i told euu its for myself bah...Actually i living for myself now arh..Not others...Yupp...Abt the sch thingy, i still need to try figuring y i feel so unsecure in school....SO yar...Only monday i went to sch bcoz of someone's mother...Bt ystd is i go on my own account de...yupp....Anyway, euu take care of urself kz...The alvin might be back soon...#2Finally i noe the reason tat i am emo on recently le...The reason is euu...Yupp...I am emo whenever i can't see euu...I am emo when i miss euu....I am emo whenever euu tok abt ur whoever infront of me...I am emo when euu din reply my sms... Can i beg euu something?? Plz plz plz care for my feeling abit and dun tell me anything abt others can?? I really dun wan to be emo infront of euu le...Euu noe y ystd when ur "LG" called i tell euu euu go tok to him and i hang mah?? Coz i noe euu wun accept me le...So euu tok to others is better bah....Yupp..And euu sae eu will call back, in the end euu nv...Yupp...Thou' euu sae i am someone special deep in ur heart but i noe tis special someone will not be ur stead anymore le..Thou' i really hope i can be again...Ystd whole day is like so emo lor..Until nite time when i called euu back..That is the first time of the day which i really is happy...Ur voice make me happy..Ur smile as well...See euu happy i am happy as well...See euu sad i am double the sadness.... Remember tat day i got smth to tell euu but i sae nvm and nth?? actually wad i wan to sae is tat "Can euu plz give me another chance to take care of euu??" and the other thing abt ystd is tat "Can i be the someone euu sae in ur blog"...But all this i dun dare to ask at all...I am juz damn scare of the rejection by euu...Tats y i sae i rather dun ask and remain as wad we are now...But now tat i asked, i think everything will be different le...Euu muz reallt take care kz...Remember tat i will be there for euu always....[[EdItEd:9.50pm]] hmm...now back to continue writting for euu...Hmm...Dunno y today euu are so cold to me once again...Haiz...As i sae i shud not sae those thing above le...Anyway, euu sae i shud not continue to LOVE euu coz euu are not worth it..But let me tell euu tis...To PIGGY, tis SOMEONE is WORTH it....This SOMEONE is not WORTHLESS...Instead, tis SOMEONE is PRICELESS...No matter how much hurt SOMEONE gave to PIGGY b4, PIGGY still LOVE SOMEONE alot...and it is WORTH IT...Now not i no faith in myself, its juz tat i really scared only...Yupp...But wadever izzit, i juz wan euu to really take care of urself kz?? Abt ur family thingy, i wan euu to hold on to it...Dun run away anymore kz....Anything need my help juz tell me...I will be there for euu de.... Sry abt everything...I thing is i not worth for euu bah...Yupp....
#3Today is ur 'day wor...So hereby wish euu happy b'day kz?? dun sad sad le...Muz stay happy kz??Take care~!!!
confessed @ 11:44 AM