Thursday, September 28, 2006
Hmm....So far euu ppl noe tat i got 6 relationship rite?? Yar...Den i watch a few movie with some of them mah..Den so got watch with some other ppl who i love but nv be together lah....Today post i going to write the movies that i watch with these ppl lor...Yupp.....Those movie that i remember lah...and got the ticket ard de lah....
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1st Relationship...
-Robots 30 March 2005 2.45pm
-The Eye 10 05 Apr 2005 2.55pm
-The Pacifier 12 Apr 2005 3.10pm
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2nd Relationship...
-Aeon Flux 06 Dec 2005 7.40pm
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3rd Relationship...
-Final Destination 3 (No tix with me)
-Scary Movie 4 28 Jun 2006 5.20pm (after break up)
-Re-cycle 10 Jul 2006 7.00pm (after break up)
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4th Relationship...
-Ice age 2 09 Apr 2006 5.15pm
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5th Relationship...
-Nv watch
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6th Relationship...
-The wild 06 May 2006 5.15pm
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Other ppl that i love/like...
-Initial D 24 Jun 2005 4.40pm
-The maid 02 Sep 2005 4.00pm
-Monster House 15 Sep 2006 5.50pm
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I die die wun forget three movie which i watch de..Robots, Final Destination 3 and Monster House....Yupp....Especially Robots and Final Destination 3....These two movies are watched with ppl who i love alot de...Only different ppl nia...Yupp....Some other movie might watch with some other ppl tat i love or within my 6 relationship arh but i forget le...Thats all i can remember... but movie that i watched from 30 March 2005 till now are...
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-RoBoTs...
-EyE 10...
-ThE PaCiFiEr...
-MaDaCaScAr...
-InItIaL D...
-ReD CaNdY..
-The Island...
-ChAliE AnD ThE ChOcOlAtE FaCtOrY...
-The Maid...
-ThE CavE...
-OnE MorE ChanCe...
-Emily Rose....
-ChicKeN LiTtLe...
-Aeon Flux...
-I NoT StUpId ToO...
-FiNaL DeStInAtIoN 3...
-IcE AgE 2...
-ThE WiLd...
-X-mEn3...
-ThE OmEn...
-ScArY MoViE 4...
-Re-CyClE...
-CliCk...
-MoNsTeR HoUsE...
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All these movie are in sequence of when izzit watch....Yupp....My very first movie tat i had watch is "Casper the movie" with my family....The rest are with friends and etc....Yupp....I feel like watching movie with some other ppl now...Bt do i get the chance??i dunno.....
confessed @ 4:16 PM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
The time now is 4.32pm…On my way home on bus 969 now…Coz 168 too many ppl le so I take 969 lor….I dun wan to wait for bus le…Coz not really tat feeling well lah..Den now very pissed oso lor….Haiz…Dun feel like going home now actually bt no ppl to find so suan le lor…GO home rest or watch tv oso gud arh….Hmm..Y I pissed actually got reason de lor…Its my Science facilitator lah..Really so angry with her lor…She suck lah….The whole class dun like her lor..Den now I oso noe who is the teacher’s pet in class le…Only noe how to lick boot when he suck like hell lah…Tok so loud..Irritating freak….
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Hmm…I was so angry with tis faci tat tis is the first time in my RP tat I actually show a teacher my attitude and confronted her thru’ my Reflection Journal lor….I total sae out how I feel abt her lor…She suck lah….Arh~~ Anyway diarrhea not okie yet..Eat only feel like going to toilet….My stomach and gastric really very weak de…LoLz….No choice..i oso dunno y…..Now my mood really not gud lor…That stupid faci really spoilt my mood lah…Dun feel like seeing her again lor…
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Hmm…a few days din write msg for ppl le bah..Yar lor…So here to write write le….
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##Aunty a.k.a “mummy”##
Thankz for ur care and all tat….I really no words to describe how I appreciate it….So if I help euu on anything rite, dun haf to thankz me or think will trouble me kz….Coz tis is the way I show euu my appreciation. Take care wor~~
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##Yee Woen##
Ystd nite euu suddenly sms me abt ur tour thingy arh, sry tat I can’t help euu leh…Coz wad I will do if I were in tis situation I already tell euu le….Yar lor….Sry wor…And thankz for listening to e abt me complainting abt my stupid teacher juz now lah….Thankz~~ hugz….
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##Zick##
Thankz for giving me morning call today…And sry for not answering it….Thankz wor…hugz….
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##Dearie##
Hmm…deleted the blog tat I create for euu le….so from now onwards arh, I will write my msg here for euu le…Yupp…Coz no point having that blog le bah.,..Euu oso dun tag de…Yar…And I dun think now euu will go in and see le bah..hehe…euu noe wad I mean…Take care….
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##Darling##
Yup…Staying happy is the most impt arh…Which means even hurts other so nvm de….Be selfish once or twice wundie de…So jia you wor….Take Care….
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##Two Ppl##
Congrats tat euu two are coming to you all de 1st month anniversary wor…yupp…Hope euu two will last long bah…yar…Thou’ there’s rumours abt each of you arh, bt still hope euu all can overcome it lor….Take care wor…
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Anyway, ystd when to kino at Taka to look at book arh…Den I looking for tis very meaningful book which is in Chinese lah…And its cost $15 plus lor…Its really very nice lor…The title of tis book is “Be with you forever” in Chinese is “Xiang he ni zai yi qi”…Will be saving up money le…Coz I tot of buying tis book lor….Yupp….Tis book is intro to me by my ‘kor’ lor…yupp…Quite long ago de…lolz….Bt nice book….hehe…..
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Anyway oso enuff of Mr. Nice guy le....Vey tired le...When they ned me i was always there....But when i need Someone, where are they?? So stupid of me....
confessed @ 8:14 PM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Ystd morning added 6 slashes to my arm…So now in total got 16 slashes on my hand le….Yupp..Hmm…Y I cut myself again leh?? This time mostly bcoz of my family thingy bah….Den in addition to the someone…Yupp…Am I doing this to make the someone feel bad..?? I dunno….Coz y muz I care whether tat person will feel bad not when that someone dun care abt my feelings lor….Yupp….My family, do they even care?? The slashes on my hand is for sure can see de…Bt they din realize….Dunno wad to sae abt my family le….Yupp….
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**Love of Umbrella**
Love is smth sweet but can bitter as well…
Love is smth special but yet can be hurtful…
Love is full of smiles but it could bcome tears as well…
Where is the love tat I am waiting for??
I am all alone under the rain waiting for that special someone….
You walk into my world lending me an umbrella but later euu walk away…
Leaving me under the rain again all alone…
Many ppl come and go…And I am under the shade of different umbrella…
Many umbrella I rejected…Many umbrella played me…Will there be a correct wan for me?? I’m waiting…When will euu appear with the rite umbrella to me??
In this poor little poor, there’s so much of wrong umbrella… But I am waiting…
Waiting for euu bringing me my correct umbrella…Where are euu my love??
-Alvin 9.54pm 250906-
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**Hidden Tears**
Tears are shed on many occasions…
Happy…
Sad…
Shocked…
Scare…
The tears I shed for so far are all tears of sadness…
Where are those hidden tears of happiness??
When will it be coming back to me??
I am still waiting for that SOMEONE special to bring it to me…
Hidden tears of happiness..Plz come back to me….
-Alvin 9.58pm 250906-
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I noe i am stupid to cut my hand again bcoz of my family and SOMEONE.....but yar...i dunno bah....Total of 16 slashes....8 is bcoz of 060206....6 is for SOMEONE....2 is for my family....Yupp....Sry for all tat i hurt by doing tat to myself....Bt now the scar can't really be seen le..Yupp....
confessed @ 10:50 AM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
##MeSsAgEs##
.--> Aunty a.k.a "mummy"
Hehe...thankz euu in advance for smth first wor..When euu free den i go find euu kz....lolz....Hmm...anyway, as wad i told euu when euu call me juz nw arh, i call euu 'mummy' le...So euu cannot give up on urself hor...even thou' i got my own parents arh, bt coz i cll euu 'mummy' so euu oso uz take care of me lor...haha.....So euu cannot give up on ur own kz.....Hugz....Jia you wor...
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-->Yee Woen a.k.a Nai Ma
Hmm....ystd i call euu i noe euu are stunned...as wad euu wrote in ur blog oso....hehe....and my first sentence so nice lor..."qing ai de nai ma"...lolz....happy rite.....haha....bt really so long no update euu le....hehe....see euu on tuesday wor...hugz....love ya....
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-->Michelle
Eh...y suddenly thankz me leh?? i dunno wad is really going on with euu lah....free come update me leh...Anyway, dun haf to sae thankz lah...coz tat wad's friends are for mah...i think sometime my blog de entry can be harsh lah.....bt its really wad i think bah....and juz try to avoid euu being hurt lor.....see euu soon kz...take care..hugz....
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-->Lucinda
hmm...read ur post le wor.....how izzit indirectly related to me arh??hehe....but nvm lah..i think i get wad euu mean bah...hehe.....as in wich pat is actually indirectly to me e i think i noe bah...haha....euu coming to my school with yee woen they all mah?? Den see euu soon bah..lolz...
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-->Dearest
OMG~~tml is ur exam le....Jia you leh....Hugz,...Plz believe tat euu can do well kz.....coz i believe euu can do well de...hugz....See euu after ur exam bah..lolz...=)
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-->Dearie
Hmm....ud tat euu are happy once again thou' i dunno wad thingy lah....Tml school going to reopen le...Jia you...hugz....=) See euu soon bah...need to visit aunty lor....hehe.....
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-->Darling
Work harder wor....hehe....Hmm...B'day in a few more days....Hope euu will be able to celebrate with teh one euu wanted...lolz...hugz...=)
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-->Dar
hey...i am all out to disturb euu in ur tag board wor....anyway, help me find andrew for my cap leh....plz...I will find euu de hor...bleahz....=)
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-->DarDar
Wahaha...lalala....Thankz ur daddy for buying rice for me wor....lolz....DEn arh, nice toking to euu and ur mum....hehe....See euu again.....I am there to irritate euu when needed kz...lolz....=)
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-->KeeFee
hey hey....euu the one who sae wan to treat me watch movie de arh....i nv force euu kz.....so now euu owe me one movie...i will bug euu for the movie de....lolz.....So euu wun be able to run away de....bleahz...take care arh...school starting oso le bah....hehe....=)
confessed @ 6:17 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Hmm..doing a few personality test tat yee woen show in her blog lah...yar...first one tat i took is...
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#Are you still thinking about your Ex??
My analysis:
Your ex clearly broke your heart and you haven't yet moved on. Remember that time heals all sorrows, so look positively towards the future. Don't be blinded to the love that might be surrounding you right now.
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-->hmm...quite true hor....some did broke my heart...and i did think of some of them still...but i think i already moved on le lah...
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Second wan...
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#What does being a friend really mean to you?
My analysis:
You value your friendships: 75%
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You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.
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--> true bah...bt i value friendship more than 75% lor...bleahz..
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Third wan...
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#Fountain of emotion
My analysis:
Your emotion is unstable. Sometimes you're very hot tempered, but you can be very calm in many cases
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--> hmm...quite lah..i super emotional de mah..=p
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Forth...
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#How attractive are you?
My analysis:
Quite Good
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You can easily attract the opposite sex but you don't easily fall into a love trap. Your sense of humor makes people want to be around you. Being with you is so much fun!
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--> not tat true bah...but some are...lolz...
confessed @ 11:53 AM
Friday, September 22, 2006
The time now is 8.33pm....feeling so so so tired....eyes going to close le....Help~!!! =( hmm...i really dunno wad to sae leh....haiz....xin qing abit nt so gud arh....Firstly, bcoz of someone....Secondly bcoz of 'mummy'..haiz....Bt i cannot let go of myself arh...for 'mummy' sake...MAybe nick is rite abt 'mummy' treating us as her son is not bcoz she wan us to bug into her family problem...and not wants us to help her lah.....but hmm....how to sae arh, she treat me so nice so of coz i shud try to help by listening or wad lor....Even i can;t help i shud try to listen bah..yupp....hmm....Den as for tat someone arh, i dunno if euu still slp my blg lah....if euu do arh, i really dunno bah...yar lor....recently these few days we no longer tok le....hmm....i dunno bah...=(
.**MeSsAgEs**
.>Lucinda<
Neh....nvm lah...lolz...i juz kiddind de lah...dun need to sae sry lah....den hor, i dun understand ur tag oso....hehe...=p
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>Aunty<
Plz cheer up dun sad...euu still got us....
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>Dearest<
Exam coming on monday le....Hope euu haf prepare really well for it arh....Jia you hor...Miz ya....hugz....Hmm..ystd nite already msg euu le....and tats is wad i really mean lor.....
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>Dearie<
Hmm...euu oso receive a sms form me ystd nite arh....and ats is oso how i feel lor....Yupp...School reopen on monday...muz jia you wor....take care.....hugz....
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>Darling<
Take care and happy counting down to ur holidays bah...bleahz....=p
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>Someone<
Hmm...tats how euu wan to treat me de....yupp...so suan le...take care lor....thankz for playing me....wahaha....=( euu noe who euu are de....
confessed @ 8:39 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
>>=MeSsAgE=<<
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.::YeE WoEn::.
Hmmm...yar lor...ystd din get to see euu lah....Thankz to lucinda lor...lolz....Hmm....the msg is written at 20/09 de 1am plus mah...so i put later lor....Hmm...tat day euu chat with me in MSN did sound harsh lor...Nearly cry lah...Yar lor..Wahaha...Bleahz.....Muz take care ya....=) hmm....my schdule everyday is 8.30am to 4pm de....but if euu all wan come find me juz let me noe lor....Den prefer if euu all come at 3 plus b4 4pm lah....coz usually i will be early de...yeah....
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.::DeArEsT::.
Hmm...hey hey....Thankz for ur encouragement today morning wor....Thankz so much.....hugz....Hm..exam shud be real real near le bah...Jia you...hehe....Muackz.....
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.::DeArIe::.
Wahaha....Today i noe more thing abt someone wor...LoLz....Tat person de style really same towards all de...LoLz....Dearie muz xiao xin abit kz....hugz....Monday school going to start le....So euu muz jia you hor....Free remember to visit aunty arh.....Muackz....
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.::DaRlInG::.
Recently noe euu not in ur mood....Hope euu are okie bah..As wad euu wrote in ur blog...Do things tat make euu happy bah...=) hugz....Take care arh.....Sick not okie den faster go see doc lah.....Muackz....
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.::SoMeOnE::.
Hmm...euu the 2nd person wor...So be honoured bah....Not much ppl can let me do so foolish thing for them de....But euu are one of them tat can wor....Yupp....I really dunno y euu can be so cruel to me lor....Bt suan le lah...i oso duno wad i can sae le....How i hope we can return to how we used to be...haiz....
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.::DaR::.
Help me take back my cap asap leh....Plz....Anyway, take care hor....hugz....=p
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.::Aunty a.k.a "Mummy"::.
Muz hang on kz.....Jia you...hugz....Euu got ur 'Er Zi' me always behind euu de....=)
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.::XiAn HaO::.
Thankz for being my friend....hehe...=p
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.::请在我后悔之前离开我::.
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如果当时没有擦肩而过
也不会懂心可以多痛
感谢你给我一场美好的梦
既然是梦如何追究
跟你爱的人走原谅我不送
年轻是我唯一的错
在列车进站之前红灯在闪烁
闭上眼放开双手
请在我后悔之前离开我
在我还没有崩溃的时候
不愿意再用深情
勒索你的温柔
会有多难过明天再说
请在我后悔之前离开我
去某个幸福快乐的星球
不确定我的笑容
还能够撑多久
如果你慈悲千万别回头
会有多难过等明天再说
confessed @ 8:35 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Hmm....60days more to my b'day...how come i haf the same feelings like last year??I feel tat tis year b'day will not be a happy one....And i dun wan it to be a unhappy one as well lor.....haiz...But hopefully tis year my b'day will be gud bah...Coz my mummy quite supportive over my idea lor....Hope she will sponsor me lor....Hehe....She got no choice bt to sponsor me lor...hehe.....Hmm...Now feeling quite sad bcoz of someone lah...yeah...thankz tat someone for all those hurtful sms yar....i appreciate it...='(
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Hmm...juz now walk from ubi to bedok reservoir...And guess wad, i really not feeling sad le...The memories of my first still there at the ubi's bus stop arh...but i am not sad at all....Den oso walk pass teh hse of December 2004 de...but i oso not sad at all....i nv felt sad walking pass tis person de hse b4 lor.....yar....But kind of tired walking bah...
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Hmm....I really dunno wad to sae lor....Juz feel sad now....haiz...Thankz alot to tat person who cause me to be sad.......
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^^Messages^^
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[[#1]]
Hmm...finally will be seeing euu later le....Seem like euu are not really doing fine bah...euu are thinking abit too much again le....Haiz....Stop thinking so much le...Ur friends still always there arh...Anyway, think euu really look forward ur oversea trip arh, so hope euu will really will enjoy bah...remember to buy thing give me wor...lolz....See ya later....
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[[#2]]
Happy belated Birthday....Sry tat din go early to ur hse earlier juz now...instead i reach abt 10 plus...Bt still better than michelle bah..hehe....Hmm....See euu later...hope euu will enjoy urslef later kz.....hugz....
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[[#3]]
Hmm...euu still slping so late....Hmm...dunno if euu lie to me or wad bah...saying euu going to ur friend's hse do project but in the end euu like nv go lor...Hmm....but i got news from someone tat euu actually slp le den wake up to study...like tat not gud lor....euu shud not slp so late de lor....bt do take care kz....yar....
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[[#4]]
Euu suddenly in msn congrats me tat day for falling in love with someone....but the fact is i dun even noe who is tat someone bah...Confused now lor....yar....Hmm...but hope euu doing fine lor....yeah...Bt sometime my msn nck can't be trusted de lor...hehe....bt most of the time can lah....sometime i juz put rubbish de...yeah....
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[[#5]]
Hope euu are feeling better and not tat sick le bah....yar lor....muz really take care hor....later got nafa test...if too sick den dun take the test bah...take care of urself wor...dun think its troublesome to retake den purposely take the test even thou' euu can't.....yar....
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[[#6]]
hmm...thankz for all ur hurtful sms juz now wor....seriously i dun feel hurt all these while until euu sms me all those arh...i really dunno wad euu wan me to do lor....When i choose to leave, euu wan to to stay....When i stay euu wna me to leave....haiz....am i a ball or a toy to euu?? haiz....take care bah....
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[[#7]]
thankz for calling me tis few days to chat chat and see how am i leh....hmm...but euu shud noe de...even hwo sad i can be rite, i seldom show it to euu de mah....but i do bah...whenever at ur hse when i tok to euu abt my family matter i will tend to feel like crying out de....Bt juz my eyes got tears bt din cry out only....the only time when i really cry out is on phone lor...i was very sad when euu call lor....yupp....den ur first sentence touched me....yupp....Thankz alot leh....hugz....
confessed @ 1:44 AM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Hmm...Today auntie called me and suggest me on my celebration for my birthday...hehe....And i kind of think think of it lah...Bt i haven't decide yet.....lah...So i will still be thinking lor.....Yeah.....Maybe will ba changing of plan and so of lor....Bt currently arh, if got chalet it will still be on 17 to 19 November lor....Hope those ppl invited will be available lah...Coz euu all are those ppl tat i really hope will celebrate my b'day with me de....Yeah..... Bt if there is no chalet arh,den muz depend on wheather le lor....yar...If no raining den will be moring to sentosa dn at nite go eat eat...Most prob will be marina south lor....Den another solution is my hse lor....Yeah...And most prob if no chalet rite, i will be celebrating on 18 Nov lor...yeah....And whether chalet will be BBQ or buffet rite, it still yet to decide....Yupp....Bt which is more fun leh?? euu ppl try to tell me lor....yar....BBQ or buffet??
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Hmm....Currently arh...My invitation list are...
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Chalet:
>Yee Woen
>Lucinda,Lisa and lydia,Ivan and lyris
>Michelle
>Sharon
>Joyce
>Dearie,Dearest,Darling
>Auntie and family
>My family and relatives
>Dar and Alan
>Edgar
>Shu hua,Lois,Xian Hao and Shi yun
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If no chalet(Marina South plan):
>Yee Woen
>Lucinda
>Michelle
>Joyce
>Dearie,Dearest,Darling
>My family
>Auntie and family
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If no chalet(My hse plan):
>Yee Woen
>Lucinda and sisters
>Michelle
>Joyce
>Dearie,Dearest,Darling
>Auntie and Family
>My family and relatives
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* Those in invitation for chalet bt not in invitation for the rest rite, i will find euu all out another day kz??hugz....And for those who appear in all three invitation arh, i really hope euu all can attend no matter wad lor....thankz kz...hehe....Bt if euu all cannot make it oso nvm de...no force....hehe...
confessed @ 2:51 PM
Monday, September 18, 2006
Hmm...i think a few days din blog here le wor...So here to blog blog...Yupp...Today is monday le...Hmm..My whole of last week is a mixture of happiness,sadness and disappointment...Yeah....Bt at least still okie lor....Yar lor....Hmm....Here to write msg le wor....Yeah.....
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##Message##
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*[>Yee Woen<]*
Nai ma...Hehe....I dunno wad to sae...Bt hope tat recently eu are enjoying urself and doing fine....My school going to reopen le wor...Remember to come find me kz....after 4pm....hehe....Hugz...
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*[>Lucinda<]*
Tml is ur b'day le wor....Turning 18 le....Gong xi gong xi....Bt hope euu wun get marry at the age of 18 arh....As predicted by the fortune teller...hehe.....Hmm...Hope ur tis year de b'day will be a great de...take care...See ya real real soon....hehe...hugz....
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*[>Dearie<]*
Hmm....quite long since we last chatted le...Den i oso dunno euu got still read my blog anot arh..But i hope euu doing fine....Hmm...No matter whether we got quarrel or wad arh, euu will always be my dearie in my heart....Dearie tis word will be for euu only....yeah....take care...hugz....
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*[>Dearest<]*
Hmm....whether i still ur xxx piggie or am i ur ex xxx piggie arh, euu will always be my Dearest...This word will oso be for euu only de....And same as wad i tell dearie, euu will always be somewhere in my heart as well....Yupp....In my heart no matter wad happen, euu will always be my dearest..It will nv be ex dearest....Dearest will be for euu only.....Take care...hugz....
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*[>Darling<]*
Fall sick le wor....Muz take care hor....Muz drink drink more water lah...And hor, plz plz plz eat medicine lah...so old le still scare of eating medicine.....no eat medicine where will recover lor....So plz eat ur medicine hor...den if not recover den plz go see doc kz....Muz take care arh....hugz...Stay happy...
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*[>Michelle<]*
Hmm...wad i wrote in my another blog abt euu arh, its how i feel arh...but if euu dun think so den i oso nth to sae lor...Coz i oso dun wanna sae anything le....Juz dun wan euu to be like me to suffer in the end nia...but suan le lor...Wadesle can i sae leh....i oso dunno...Take care bah....
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*[>Passer-by<]*
Thankz for all ur words and encouragement...Yeah....Hmmm...i oso hope i can believe in love again....Take care....
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*[>Auntie<]*
Muz take care of urself kz....Euu really look look pale lor..Muz eat kz....Dun bcoz of all teh problem and bcome like tat wor...Take care kz 'Mummy'....Hugz.....
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~失眠的睡美人~
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故事最後 會有哪些情節 可以當紀念
曾經你說 要最疼我 要最想我 每天每天
在你身後 感覺就像 一條透明的拋物線
當它下墬 再美的童話也會失去感覺
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睡美人想著誰想到失眠
空蕩蕩是你給我的堡壘
我不說只希望你能了解
就算沒有王子 想你在身邊
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睡美人想什麼想到失眠
我願意擁有功煮的眼淚
安靜的等著你每一夜
喜歡就是這樣 酸酸甜甜 的滋味
confessed @ 2:25 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
~[[ Messages ]]~
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<[[Yee Woen]]>
Hmm....Really sry tat ystd din pei euu and kiat to the chalet wor....Bt hope euu all had fun over there and meet those ppl tat euu all wan to see yar....Muz take care kz...Will see euu very soon de.....Yeah....Nai ma...i miss euu.....Hugz....
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<[[Lucinda]]>
Hmm.....thankz for eep asking me not to jump and watch wad i eat kz....hehe....today finally cn once again see euu,michelle,joyce and ur family le...Miz euu all....Hehe....Your B'day coming soon le wor....Turning 18 le....hehe....can watch M18 de show liao...haha....Take care..
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<[[Dearest]]>
Jia you for ur upcoming exam lah...STOP playing maple....And plz update ur blog....Thankz
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<[[Darling]]>
Thankz for everything....Take Care....
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<[[Dearie]]>
Plz take care kz....Dun trust ppl so easily le....
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<[[Xian Hao]]>
Long time nv hear from euu le...Wonder how are euu...i miss euu....
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<[[Shu Hua]]>
Congrats wor..Get into the school dunno wad fame....hehe....I miss euu....
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<[[Shi Yun]]>
Long time no see le....I miss euu...hugz....
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<[[Edgar]]>
Long time nv heard from euu oso arh...hope euu are okie wor...Take care....Remember my present leh..lolz...
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<[[Auntie]]>
Plz believe tat one day it will happen....yeah....Take care....hugz....
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<[[Passer-by]]>
Althou' i still dunno who are euu, but still thankz for ur encouragement and concern....
confessed @ 12:13 PM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Hmm....Wad to blog here today leh....Hmm....Ystd sae so many stupid thingy out of anger....Haha....Thou' i spoilt two ppl de mood in the morning arh, but they spoilt my mood for more than two days lor.....Hmm....Especially tat old guy *puke*.... wahaha....Hmm....Wad no time to play game with me...I not even playing game lor...Its him bah....HAha....Sae me childish and self-pity...Wahaha....So wad if i am lor....Better than him...*puke* OMG, think of him will puke leh.... Oops...Think i abit too over le bah....Kz....hehe...Hmmm...Ystd told a few ppl tat i will change and bcome someone....Bt its sort of is out of anger de lah..Coz if i wan to become like someone arh, i do it long ago le....Not sae tat someone no gud lah...Juz tat i dun wan to become like tat someone only lor.....
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Anyway, thankz to KeeFee Wong for his concern yar...Thou' i nv tell him i am sad or wad arh, Keefee juz ask me am i okie in msn....Xie xie.....Den oso thankz to Darling who keep on being there for me lah....Yar lor....Hope ur deardear dun mind lor.....hehe....Hmm...Yar....
.!!Message!!
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**Yee Woen**
Hmm....hope euu like the wallpapers lah....hehe....Thankz for publishing it in ur blog to share with all ppl wor....hehe.....But seriously speaking arh, i prefer the first one tat i do for euu....Those without w-inds nor Keita...Yar lor....Ystd tok to euu arh, euu sound more cheerful le...Gud gud gud....hehe.....Abt tml de thingy i let euu noe again kz?? Take care...Plz await the gud things tat will happen to euu....hehe....
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**Lucinda**
Hmm...Thankz for ystd nite de sms wor....Yar lor....euu shud be happy tat euu found me as a friend....hehe....Hmm...at first wan reply de...Bt scare ur indox full so i din reply...hehe...sry arh....Hmm....bt euu always my close friend and great friend...Or i will nv let euu noe so much abt me le arh....hehe.....See ya soon....
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**Dearest**
Dun always play maple at home lah....Nv study....dotz....Den somemore always play till so late....Can slp early mah....dotz dotz dotz....Play till so late somemore i beat euu le....And plz plz plz study kz....take care..hehe...
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**Darling- G**
Hmm...I really dunno wad to sae leh...Wad euu haf did i really appreciate alot arh....Den other than thankz hor, i dunno wad to sae leh....Owe euu hao duo hao duo hor....Bt euu still owe me my movie and Kbox....*holding hammer behind..Evil smile* hehe....I will be waiting for it de kz....hehe....
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**Edgar**
Halo my dear "zhi er"...Can euu plz like update ur blog....Ur blog got dust le lor....Dun even noe if euu got come in and see mine not lor....dotz.....Muz take care ya..Jia you for ur exam which shud be coming soon.....
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**Auntie**
Your ystd nite de msg arh, really make me wry abt euu leh....Bt auntie a.k.a mummy sry tat recently i can't help euu leh....Coz i myself got smth happen lah....bt soon will be there for euu le kz??hehe....Take care....
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**Shu Hua**
Congrats for getting such high GPA wor....hehe.....Take care ya....hehe....I am okie lah...Agree tat my problems is nv ending de lor...Bt after awhile i will be okie de....yar lor....hehe.....So bu yao dan xin wor....
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**Darling- D**
Hmm....euu sae euu everyday got project to do wor...so ke lian....Nvm lah...when euu got time den help me take my cap back lor...Xie Xie ni....hehe....Take care...hehe.....Jia you wor.....
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**Michelle**
Euu seems so so so so so so busy lor....Wan find euu oso difficult arh....Hopefully 16 will get to see euu bah.....Take care ya.....
confessed @ 10:18 AM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Msg....
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#LuLu and Woen#
I noe tat euu all still alive arh...hope really euu all will haf really nice thing happen on both of euu kz??? Since Lulu's father sae tat dreaming of someone die rite, will haf smth nice on tat perosn tat die in the dream....Yeah....Hope the gud thing will come soon....Can euu all dream tat i die oso??
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#Daddy#
PUKE~!!! thankz for sayiing me childish and self-pity arh.....Bt b4 euu sae me, think abt urself first kz?? thankz for showing the true colour orf urs...PUKE~!!!!
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#Darling#
Keep away from me better....ANyway, thankz for pei-ing me recently on sms.....Xie xie.....
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#Dearest#
Thankz for replying tat day arh...Euu now onwards can reply me le...Coz i dun love euu liao...Its over...Euu a friend of mine now...hugz....
confessed @ 11:10 AM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Hmm...today dun think got msg for ppl le bah...yar lor....Coz wad i wan sae to some of the individual i already wirte in my another blog or sms them personally le....Yar....SO leh...Today for tis blog arh, i will be writting on some impt ppl in my life or ppl tat had make a impact/change to my life and oso some passerby in my life and some great friends and some special ppl.....So here its so.....
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@Impt Ppl@
.#Familly#
My family...Hmm...Althou' in tis hse arh,i feel quite sad and tired over everything they haf done lah...And wadever i do rite, dun seem to be appreciated by them lor....But arh, no matter wad arh, they are still my family...Many things in tis world euu are able to choose....But Family is one of the thing euu can't choose....Yup...So no matter how hard izzit or how unhappy euu are, euu still gonna stick to it...Yupp....And they wil be the shelther tat is always there....
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#Dec 2004#
Yupp...Tis person took away my first kiss and let me noe wad is LOVE....Hmm....Thou' me and tis person nv together b4 arh, but tis person changed me to be a better person lor....Thou' seldom chat now, bt tis person will always be in my heart under a space labelled as impt person....
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#060206#
Hmm....Tis person...A person who i LOVE the most out of my 6 relationship....And oso is the person tat bring me the most hurts....Also the person tat make me cut myself....Tis person let me see the power of LOVE...Yupp....Bt tis person also bring me happiness for 3 weeks..Yupp...A person who change me to bcome slightly bad...A person who i care alot for even until now....Thou' there's misunderstanding between the two of us, but the care for tis person will nv change....
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#Yee Woen#
Tis super duper close friend of mine leh...is also known as my nai ma...yupp....Know her for 7 years le wor.....Yar...My Senior...Thou' in Secondary arh, there's misunderstanding over us but usually we will still overcome it and still are close friend....Yupp...My nai ma very care for me de....Yar lor...And i appreciate it lor....Hmm....In my Sec 3 arh, i like her b4...lolz.....But it was in Sec 3 only lah..not now lor....hehe....Nai ma rawks...Bt nai ma, euu got some points where euu need to change oso kz....hehe....
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#Auntie#
Hmm....Auntie is like my mummy like tat lor..Always there to care for me....Anyway, she is my friend's mother lah...Hmm....she bing me to doctor for my back somemore....Den will call me to check how am i all tat....Yupp...Den i will visit her ALMOST once a week lor....yar lor....She now bcome one of my impt person le...yupp....Really appreciated wad auntie did for me....yupp....
.@Great Friends@
.#Lucinda#
Hmm....a gal tat i like b4 in Sec 4 bah...Yupp....My junior in secondary sch lai de....Yeah....Den alwyas go to her hse with michelle....Haha....Her hse is like my second hse lor...Her whole family is very friendly de....Yar lor...Hehe....DEn arh, anything euu feel like telling lucinda arh, can tell her de....Coz she will give euu advice and she wun anyhow sae to others or wad de lor....Yupp....Caring as well....Really a great friend of mine....
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#Michelle#
Michelle..A junior of mine in Secondary sch..Same CCA wor....haha....Since i noe michelle till nw arh, she has change alot lor...Whether she bcame better or bad rite, i wun sae lah....Bt she had change from someone cheerful to someone sad..Juz like me....Hehe...Hmm...Michelle is a great friend who will always try to be there when euu are needed lor....Easy to be make used of...But i nv make used of her lah...Bt she really a great friend as well...
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#Xian Hao#
Yeah yeah yeah..Mr oyster is my great friend in Poly...HE noe my everything and will always be there when i needed lor....Yup.....Caring Caring Caring de Mr. Oyster....Hmm....Sometime when i need to go where which is related to someone arh, he will volunteer to pei me go de....yar lor...Coz he scare i will be sad or wad lor....Yar....Such a great friend rite?? yar yar....Bt now i seldom tell him my thingy le...Coz i dun wan him bcoz of me de thing den sort of pei me and not his GF lor...later Shu Hua kill me lor...LoLz.....Bt he is still a great friend...hehe....
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#Shu Hua#
Hua jie...My another great friend in poly..Mr Oyster de GF...Haha....Care for me as well....Thou' whenever i got probs and showed it in class arh she will nv ask me directly bt she still care for me...hehe....Thou' her first impression to me is not gud de lah...Bt after knowing her better, she is a gud person lor....not wad i think at first....Bt hua jie got smth need to change bah...Which is the attitude tat she showed whenever she is stress....Yar lor....Bt hua jie is still a great friend of mine....
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#Shi Yun#
Yun mei....haha....My another great friend in poly....Yupp....A.K.A my listener and advisor....yeah...i got prob will tell her de...and she will listen and advice me lor....Yupp....And when i got prob rite, i can't escape from her de lor....yeah....She care fo me oso....Tat's y got like her b4 bt no more le lah...hehe.....Great friend of mine...Cheers...
.@Special Ppl@
.#Dearie#
A person who i love now...And someone who i care...
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#Dearest#
Someone who i loved...But someone who i care...
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#Darling#
Someone who i am great friend...who recently always there for me.....
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#280305#
My first love who cheated on me and hurt me...But bring me 3 mths of happiness and sadness....Someone who i wun forgive....
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#220506#
My 6th relationship..Thou' its lasted two days....Bt tis person nearly change me to be better....And oso someone who i care....
.@Passerby@
.There's is many passer-by in my life....They came and they go off....Some until now i dunno the reason and i dun wanna ask....Some leave with a bye and some dun...Yupp....Bt wadever izzit, some of tis passer-by arh, i do treasure them.....Yupp....
confessed @ 10:29 AM
Monday, September 11, 2006
Hmm.....Time to write msg again le.....
.Msg #1~ Shu Hua
Hmm...Dun sad tat euu din get in kz?? there's always the nxt year as euu sae....Pracice practice kz?? hehe....Take Care...
.Msg#2
~ Yee woen
Hmm...ur wallpaper will be done soon...Once it done i will send to euu eaither online or email kz?? So wait wait yar....hehe.....Msg#3
~ Dearie
Hmm....see the blog kz?? everything i wan to sae is written in the blog le....yar.....hehe.....Msg#4
~ Dearest
Take care and plz stop slping so late....Study hard and stop playing maple.....Msg#5
~ Darling
Really thank euu for ur care and concern for tis few days....Really appreciate alot leh....yar....if without euu pei-ing me sms arh, i dunno how sad i can get now lor...Yupp....Thankz for always being there to cheer me up kz??Yar...Den arh, nxt time dun be like Dearest like tat kz...Sae halfway den dun sae le...I dun like tis type of ppl lor...Wan sae dun sae like tat...Sae half way le den dun sae de.....yar....Xie xie ni...hugz....Msg#6
~ Lulu
Hmm....see yar on the 16 if everything go correct kz...as in michelle they all all available....hehe.....Den i will go after my niece's birthday celebration....Take care.....Msg#7
~ Auntie
Hmm....thankz for calling me everyday to ask how is my condition....Really appreciated...Euu muz take care kz??.
confessed @ 1:13 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Hmm...quite long nv blog a proper one here le bah...Yar lor....Hmmm....Now feeling quite down lor...Bt no ppl to tok to...Msg Daddy and Dearie both no reply....Den Darling is working....So only when Darling got time den will reply me de....Den tot of calling Aunite a.k.a Mummy to tell her wad happen de....Bt i dunno y bt a thinking stop me....So i din call....Hmm....Yar lor....Nv call nai ma coz she really got many probs....YAr....Den nv call lulu coz she working bah....NV see her online....Michelle is even worst lah...yar....Am i thinking too much??
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Hmm....Anyway arh thou' i am sad arh, but i still will write smth here bah.....Yar lor....Hmm... Today will write abt my b'day de thingy bah....Yar lor....Thou' it is like 70 days away....but i write down first....Hmm...Present tat i wan to receive from who....LoLz.....Hmm...Den oso wad ppl sae to me b...yar.....Anyway, my b'day might haf chalet lah...Depend whether my sis ballot got anot lor....If got arh den most prob will be on 17 to 19 of November le....Really hope got chalet lor....Den if haf arh.... Ppl tat confirm will be invited no matter wad arh even tat time we are quarrelling or wad arh will be...
#01. Yee Woen
#02. Lulu and Sisters
#03. Michelle
#04. Dearie
#05. Darling
#06. Dearest
#07. Zhi Ren, Edgar
#08. Auntie and Family
#09. Some Poly Friends
#10. My Family and Relatives
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If no chalet arh...Den will most prob be a day at sentosa den steamboat at marina south bah on the 18 of November....If its tat case rite, ppl invited will be...
#1. Yee Woen
#2. Lulu and Sisters
#3. Michelle
#4. Dearie
#5. Darling
#6. Dearest
#7. Maybe my Family as well
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Den Poly friends arh, i will see if they got time to come out not lor....Maybe on the 17 November or wad....DEn Auntie they all arh, i will find one day oso....Daddy as well....So actually its better to haf chalet lor....Hmm...Nxt will be present i hope to receive and wad i wan from the individual...
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@Yee Woen@
- A big big piggy (Juz kidding de....Euu dun haf to buy anything for me...be there can le)
- Be there for my b'day...coz euu last year nt ard....
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@Lulu and Sisters@
- Wallet..Haha..Juz kidding as well....Dun haf to buy me anything lor....
- Be there and celebrate my b'day with me....dun be like last yr can liao...lolz....
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@Dearie@
- A promise of euu staying happy and cheerful will be the best gift....
- Be there for my b'day as well...yar....
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@Dearest@
- A piggy will do....haha....juz kidding lah...bu yong mai dong xi ge wo...
- Be there for my b'day if euu can....
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@Darling@
- Euu sae i can hammer euu one movie de....So owe me one movie...
- My b'day present: hmm....dunno yet....Bt dun need lah....lolz....
- Be there for my b'day....
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@Edgar@
- S.H.E's album and Jolin's album..wahaha
- Try to come my chalet if there is one....
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@Daddy@
- MUZ buy present give me...and i mean it....
-Ur choice are:
a) One Cheap Digital cam
b) One cake big enuff for all my friends and all plus dinner
c) Wallet plus dinner
d) More piggies collection plus dinner
e) New SET of clothes pls dinner
*Happy choosing hor....
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@Auntie a.k.a "Mummy"@
- I dun wan to receive anything from euu....Coz the care euu gave and the money(medical, and etc) euu spend on me is really enuff le....I appreciate alot le.....
- Try to be there if i got chalet.....
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Hmm...tats all le lor....So currently my b'day thingy is planned lah....SO i book euu all much much in advance le lor....Those need to by present de mz start saving oso wor....hehe....I hope my b'day is a happy one tis year.....
confessed @ 11:38 AM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
Hmm....The time now is 11.28am...Hmm....Woke up at abt 10 plus lor....To be exact arh, i woke up at 7 plus den orn orn again....Den wake up at 9 plus....Den orn orn again....Den finally at 10plus wake up le.....hehe.....Hmm...After seeing Chinese Doc ystd arh, my back today is still pain...Knee slightly better...But hor, tat doc rub my shoulder there lah, until now still super super pain lor....Arh......Hmm....Today is Shu Hua audition..Wonder how she did...Hmm...Juz got to wait bah....Dun think so fast she audition finish lor.....Yar.....Hope she will get to the nxt round lor....hehe.....Hmm...this few days i gud boi stay at home....Den nxt week waiting for queue number from Dearie.....yar....Den nxt wednesday going out with poly friends....Yar lor......*Yawn*.Hmm...Nw Darling is feeling sad wor.....so i trying to cheer Darling up oso.....yeah......Also very sry to DEARIE that i lie to euu ystd yar....sry sry sry....hugz....
confessed @ 11:32 AM
Friday, September 08, 2006
@再一遍 @
亲爱的宝贝,
感谢你给我的一切,
我们的誓言,
已经没人再去纪念,
我曾经以为幸福会陪我知道永远,
怎么在转眼的瞬间,
你已经不见.
只要再一遍让我看你最后一眼,
你的眼神牵动我的灵魂,
可否再一遍让我感受你的体温,
你的笑容温暖我的世界.
抱怨那一谈,
你带走我给的一切,
你把梦打碎,
展现你的永不后悔,
我曾经以为,
我们的手会握到明天,
哪知道转眼的时间你已经走远,
只要再一遍让我看你最后一眼,
你的眼神牵动我的灵魂,
可否再一遍让我感受你的体温,
你的笑容温暖我的世界.
TAKE ME AWAY AND TAKE MY LOVE AWAY
没有你的夜晚是**,
OH YES MY BABY ,I WANNA KISS YOU AGAIN,
别对我说你看不见 ,
喔,只要再一遍让我看你最后一眼,
你的眼神牵动我的灵魂,
可否再一遍让我感受你的体温,
你的笑容温暖我的世界.
只要再一遍让我看你最后一眼,
你的眼神牵动我的灵魂,
可否再一遍让我感受你的体温,
你的笑容温暖我的世界.
你的笑容温暖我的世界
confessed @ 9:18 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Hmm....like a few days nv write msg le bah...So here i am to write write le....Today will back to not writting name or wad le....So yar...Juz read to find out which is for euu bah....Yupp....For those tat need to be specially mention rite, i will write ur name there lah....yar....So here its goes....
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@Messages@
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Msg #1
Hmm....Quite long nv meet euu le....shud be one week le bah....Yar lor....Coz we one week nv go auntie hse le....Den arh, these two days euu like not feeling tat gud lah..As in euu feeling down lah....I dunno how to help euu coz euu dun wan to sae arh...Bt no matter wad arh, i will be by ur side kz?? yup...Tats wad friends are for rite....Thou' i love euu...but euu got no feelings for me arh...so i wun force us to be together de....Juz treat my care as a care for friends kz?? and i will not ask for any returns.....Take care and Cheer up....
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Msg #2
Hmm...Since last sunday we meet arh, until now we nv tok le....Sry ystd nv pei euu all go out arh....Yupp...Coz i really no money to go out le....I now currently not using bus concession le....Coz holiday mah....Den not working somemore so even worst lor...yar....Bt hope euu enjoy ur time with lulu...Take care ya...See euu soon....hehe....
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Msg#3
Hmm...ystd nite i tell euu if euu dun love me arh, continue to ignore all my msges....Bt wad for at 2 plus euu reply "nitez" to me....y lor? euu noe once i send out the msg, euu din reply i already set my mind hao hao le....Y in the end euu still reply the "nitez"...Do euu noe tat its means smth?? If euu dun, let me tell euu...the reply after my msg means tat "I love euu as well, tats y i dun wanna ignore euu"....If euu dun love me...plz plz plz move away from me can...thankz....
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Msg#4
Thankz for smsins with me ystd to cheer me up....Thou' we juz noe each other not long ago...Xie xie ni...
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Msg#5
Hmm....Many gals go doesn't mean tat euu cannot go lor....Where's ur confident?? Plz go for the audition kz....Tis sunday.....Plz go~!!! I dare to try le why euu dun dare leh....haiz.....
confessed @ 10:57 AM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
HMm....tis is wad i sae to SOMEONE ystd....FOr ppl who dunno wad is the story of "Who moved my cheese" rite, it is as follow.... (For those who noe the story rite, juz read the red propotion can le...which is the last paragraph..)
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Who Moved My Cheese! features four characters; two mice, "Sniff" and "Scurry", and two little people, miniature humans in essence, "Hem" and "Haw", live in a maze, a representation of one's environment, and look for cheese, representative of happiness and success. Initially without cheese, each group, the mice and humans paired off, travel the lengthy corridor looking for cheese. One day both groups happen upon a cheese-filled corridor in "Cheese Station C". Content with their find, the humans establish routines around their daily intake of cheese slowly becoming arrogant in the process.
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One day Sniff and Scurry arrive at Cheese Station C to find no cheese left; they, however, are not surprised. Noticing the cheese supply dwindling, they have mentally prepared for the arduous, but inevitable task of finding more cheese beforehand. Leaving Cheese Station C behind, they begin their hunt for new cheese together. Later that day, Hem and Haw arrive at Cheese Station C only to find the same thing, no cheese. Angered and annoyed, Hem demands "who moved my cheese?". Unprepared, the humans have counted on the cheese supply to be constant. After verifying that the cheese is indeed gone and ranting at the unfairness of the situation, both head home hungry. Returning the next day, Hem and Haw find the same cheeseless station. Beginning to realize the situation at hand, Haw proposes a search for new cheese, but Hem, dead set in his victimized mindset, nixes the proposal.
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Meanwhile, Sniff and Scurry have found "Cheese Station N", a new supply of cheese. Back at Cheese Station C, Hem and Haw, affected by their lack of cheese, blame each other for their predicament. Hoping to change, Haw again proposes a search for new cheese. Hem however, comforted by his old routine and afraid of the unknown, again knocks down the idea. After many days in denial, including a search for cheese behind the wall of Cheese Station C, the humans remain without cheese. One day, realizing his debilitating fear, Haw begins laughing at the situation. Realizing he should move on, Haw enters the maze, but not before chiseling "If You Do Not Change, You Can Become Extinct" on the wall of Cheese Station C for his friend to ponder.
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Still fearful of his trek, Haw jots "What Would You Do If You Weren't Afraid?" on the wall and, after thinking about it, begins his journey. Still with worry, perhaps he has waited too long to begin his search, Haw finds some scattered cheese and continues his search. Slowly losing his denial, Haw realizes that the cheese has not suddenly disappeared, but has dwindled from continual eating, and that the older cheese was not as tasty and had been moldy. After a let down, an empty cheese station, Haw begins worrying about the unknown again. Brushing aside his fears, Haw's new mindset allows him to again enjoy life; he has even begun to smile again and is realizing "when you move beyond your fear, you feel free." After another empty cheese station, Haw decides to go back for Hem with the few bits of new cheese he has managed to find.
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Uncompromising, Hem turns away the new cheese to his friend's dismay. With knowledge acquired along the way, Haw heads back into the maze. Still going deeper into the maze, impelled by bits of new cheese here and there, Haw leaves a trail of writings on the wall, hopeful that his friend will be aided by them in his search for new cheese. Still traveling, Haw one day comes across Cheese Station N. Abundant with cheese, some varieties strange to him, he has found what he is looking for. After eating, Haw reflects on his experience. Pondering a return to his old friend, Haw decides to let Hem find his own way.
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Cautious from past experience, Haw inspects Cheese Station N daily and explores different parts of the maze to prevent complacency from setting in. After hearing movement in the maze one day, Haw realizes someone is approaching the station. Unsure, Haw hopes that it is his friend Hem who has found the way.
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So from here arh, i tell someone tat tis maze is rather big arh..And if the cheese is taken away and no cheese is ard, den put on the running shoe and start searcing for new cheese...However, in tis maze arh, not all cheese are gud, so cannot taste every of it tat we come across...Or we will end up having tummyache...Yupp...Den arh, there will be always the right cheese for us arh, juz whether we willingly to take the time to find it anot lor....Yupp...If in the process of searching and euu bcome tired arh, euu can rest while at the shelther tat is located everywhere...There's many shelther labelled "Friends" but there's only one labelled as "Family"...This shelther tat is labelled at "Family" arh, will always be there de....those labelled as "Friends" will move ard...And not every "Friends" shelther is reliable...So euu muz look carefully b4 euu go into a "Friends" shelther...Coz some "Friends" shelther might look nice outside but the inside euu will nv noe utnil euu enter it...Den after euu enter it arh, it might be too late...And when euu finally find ur rite cheese, euu shud always remember those good "Friends" shelther tat euu went into and of oz not forgetting the "Family" shelter tat is alwyas there....If euu are tired and unwillingly to continue to the maze, den euu will rot and lost urself inside....
confessed @ 11:10 AM
Monday, September 04, 2006
-天天夜夜-
~FIR~
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever
Ever survive How do I How do I How do I live
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当你的泪在微笑中滑落 回忆的风吹着我走 我却情愿停留
当一颗心到时间的尽头 呼吸也会痛
可是我记得 你给我的梦
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每一天在你的怀里等待
每一夜我感觉你的存在 走过伤害
我回头看
是永远都灿烂的爱
这一次我决定勇敢去爱
这一次我陪你看到未来
So, how do I live
How do I live
How do I live without you
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How do I live
当世界都遗忘我的时候 你的一切
对我来说 经过才能拥有
我明白一份真爱的背后 藏着苦和忧
心痛的时候 更深刻感受
每一天在你的怀里等待
每一夜我感觉你的存在 走过伤害
我回头看
是永远都灿烂的爱
这一次我决定勇敢去爱
这一次我陪你看到未来
So, how do I live
How do I live
How do I live without you
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And tell me now
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每一天在你的怀里等待
每一夜我感觉你的存在 走过伤害
我回头看
是永远都灿烂的爱
这一次我决定勇敢去爱
这一次我陪你看到未来
So, how do I live
How do I live
How do I live without you
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How do I live without you
How do I breathe without you
confessed @ 9:20 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Hmm...SOMEONE juz given me an address on Astrology....Den ask me go see see...At first quite reluctant to try de...Coz its by tis someone....But coz i nth to do arh, so i go try lor..... Yupp....Its abt the compatibility of the star sign lor...Yupp....So i try with a few of it bah....And below is the result....I only take abit nia...Coz the result very long....yar....
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Scorpio and scorpio:
When two Scorpions make a love match, it is a fierce tempest of intense passion. Both are obsessed with one another, and they move forward in love, sex and romance at an accelerated -- some would say foolish -- way. Personal relations are positively steamy but, to the equal and opposite extreme, disputes will also be frenetically powerful. This relationship could go either way: It will either be the most wonderful thing in the world or a destruction of both involved.
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Scorpio and Cancer:
When Cancer and Scorpio make a love match, the resulting relationship draws together the energies of two emotionally intense Signs. Signs such as these often combine well, each partner's strengths balancing the other's weaknesses. These Signs feel a strong sexual attraction, and when they are together the temperature in the room tends to rise! Cancer and Scorpio have a great deal in common, and much potential to keep their relationship passionate and going strong.
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Scorpio and Gemini:
When Gemini and Scorpio come together in a love affair, they'll need to learn to understand and accept one another's differences -- and if they can, they will be a nearly unbreakable couple. Where Gemini is adaptable, intellectual, outgoing and chatty, Scorpio tends to be secretive, focused, intense and determined. Gemini tends to take things lightly, including their lover; Scorpio, on the other hand, has a very deep need for emotional connection and intimacy. Scorpio is generally very loyal to their lover and very connected to the relationship.
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Scorpio and Aquarius:
When Scorpio and Aquarius make a love match, it is a fusion of two very different life philosophies and many very different needs. There is much chance for friction here. Where Scorpio faces their inner emotional world directly and with an intense energy, thinking deeply about the more hidden undercurrents of life, Aquarius takes that same sort of energy and turns it outward. With their unusual, idealistic and, above all else, very social outlook on life, Aquarius seems an odd choice for the more introverted Scorpio. Aquarius needs a crowd to feel stimulated, and they're always looking around the room for the next interesting person to get to know. Scorpio, on the other hand, desires engaging, probing and very intimate time with their romantic mates. This pair may seem to have very little in common, but they both have such strong wills that, when focused on their relationship, can get them what they need and want.
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Hmm...I quite agree with Scorpio and Scorpio de..And Scorpio and Aquarius de...Yar lor....But anyway, all tat is over lah....Yar lor...Scorpio and scorpio is with my first stead....Scorpio and Cancer is with Dearest...Scorpio and Gemini is with DEarie...Scorpio and Aquarius is with my 3rd ex....Yupp....Y i put all these 4 ppl leh? coz 3 is ppl tat i LOVED and one is someone who i LIKE....Yar lor.....Out form tis four arh, only like me and the person i like can work only....but tat person i like no longer love me le bah...Yar lor...
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Anyway, thankz to ppl who care for me yar....
confessed @ 11:40 AM