Sunday, December 31, 2006
Me and michelle's pig on 301206...
Me and Angel on 301206....
Michelle and lulu on 301206....
Me and Michelle on 301206....
confessed @ 2:12 AM
Friday, December 29, 2006
hmm...juz now took bus heard one old uncle scolding his wife wor...Den i think he really a good guy lor....His scold his wife for smth like no matter wad rite, promise means promise le..promise to friend shell be kept moreover own family....Den arh, he very dote on kid de...He sae even if they got no money rite, they still shell help their parents....even if they dun eat rite, the childen cannot dun eat....So gud hor tis uncle.....
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Yupp...Promise to friend shell be kept....Promise to family shell be kept....Promise to anyone all shell be kept....Bt recently so many thing haf happened....To me or, PROMISE tis word really getting lesser and lesser weight le....Ppl being breaking their promise tat is made to me....Hw many ppl really keep their promise leh??
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The percentage of me trusting the word Promise is decreasing every mth....Since the dae of my first breakup till now...How much haf it drop?? I nw found a new nick for myself le....Its not blur piggy neither izzit xiaozhu....It shud be Naive Piggy....lolz....
confessed @ 10:48 PM
confessed @ 11:09 PM
Hmm....tis post arh, i will be putting ppl tat came across my heart on x'mas and ppl who came to my tots on x'mas....
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Across my HEART~
- My 1st stead (Mic****)
- My 6th stead (Z**R**)
- My 3rd stead (Vale*****)
- Aunty (tino's mum)
- Edi***
- Y***
- Kl***
- Bal*****
- XiiaoGuii
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Across my TOTS~
- My 2nd Stead (Da****)
- My 4th Stead (Jo****)
- Joseph kor kor
- Nigel Kor Kor
- My friends....
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Some ppl i nv put in nt bcoz i nv think of euu ppl...its bcoz i can't remember whether it come across anot....yupp....No matter wad rite, i abit drunk ystd lah...lolz....I miss euu ppl....Especially, 'Aunty', 'XiiaoGuii', 'Bal*****', 'Edi***', 'Kl***', Nigel kor kor....
confessed @ 12:22 AM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Hmm...quite a few dae din update my tis blog le wor...so here i am blogging....Yupp....Hmm...Ystd heard a very interesting story which i think can be applied to everyone in life...Coz rite, everyone sure will encounter tis in life....Hmm....Lets start saying abt the story bah....
Long long long long time in china, there were many tribes that wanted to occupy China...And they found a chance when the old emperor died and a very young emperor took over...Back at China, the commoners were either doubting the new young emperor or eventually celebrating that they had a new emperor...So knowing that many ppl doubted him, he told all his official and commoners to believe in him and he would do even better than wad the late emperor did.
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And seeing it as a opportunity, those tribes attack China....And the young emperor oso declare war with hem..On the first battle, the young emperor lead his own troops to the war...Bt however, he lost...The general was killed and they were force to retreat....Thinking tat he is unable to uphold wad he promise his people and he got no face to face his ppl and ancestors, he rode his horse into the woods alone...And it was raining heavily....So he found a old hut and went in....He tot of commiting suicide bt didn't....
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He jus lean at one corner of the hut....When morning came, the sunlight shine into the hut..And he realise tat the wall he leaning to haf a army of ants moving up and down on the wall in a straight line...DEn he relise tis particular ant...Tis ant walk out of the gang and alone crawl down the wall to carry a grain of rice which is times bigger than it...it slowly carry it by itself and crawl up the wall....but it didn't manage to move far and the grain of rice will dropped... But wad the ant do is to crawl down and take the grain of rice again....And everytime it attempt it move a greater hight...And finally, tis ant did it...After dunno how many time of attempt, tis ant finally bring the grain of rice into the nest....
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Looking at tis, the emperor realise smth....he shud learn from the ant and not giving up...Doesn't mean he lose the first battle he lose everything...SO he rush out the hut, rode his horse back to he capital....And meet all his general to come out with a plan...And finally, mths after mth they defeat the tribes and even take over more land than the past....And thye oso built a defending wall on he outskirt of China to prevent ppl from attacking and over they are able to see from the top wad is happening.....
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This story told us that if we wan to succeed in life rite,for sure we haf to come across pain...And if we give up during our first attempt den we won't even haf a chance to succeed....Actually, in life rite, we grow with pain de....For e.g those bodybuilders, at first they oso got to train den they will haf ache here and there....BT if bcoz of tis pain they give up...Do euu think they will haf nice body now?? The answer is no.... By persevering, ppl succeed....Remember, "NO PAIN, NO GAIN!!"...SO nv give up in the first attempt..Keep trying and one dae rite, euu will succeed....
confessed @ 11:48 AM
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
One month since my b'dae....so put my b'dae de pic again...The happiest dae of the mth November...Happiest dae for December not here yet...Dunno whether will be coming not....Bt shud be bah..Lets wait for x'mas or the last dae bah.....
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Hmmm...ystd listening to one song which i had in my file bt quite long le...Bt juz realise i got tis song....So listen to it lor...And i fall for it again...lolz....Its so nice....and can be related to....The title is "Where are you now" by Britney Spears....The lyrics are as followed:
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calling out your name
your face is everywhere
i'm reaching out to you
to find that you're not there
i wake up every night
to see the state i'm in
it's like an endless fight
i never seem to win
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i can't go on as long as i believe
can't let go when i keep wondering
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where are you now, what have you found
where is your heart, when i'm not around
where are you now, you gotta let me know
oh baby, so i can let you go
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i can hear your voice
the ring of yesterday
it seems so close to me
but yet so far away
i should let it out
to save what's left of me
and close the doors of doubt
revive my dignity
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but, i can't go on as long as i believe
can't let go when i keep wondering
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where are you now, what have you found
where is your heart, when i'm not around
where are you now, you gotta let me know
oh baby, so i can let you go
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i should let it out, it's time to let you go
oh baby, i just want to know
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where are you now, what have you found
where is your heart, when i'm not around
where are you now, you gotta let me know
oh baby, so i can let you go
confessed @ 10:36 AM
Monday, December 18, 2006
~Waiting On Love~.
When the lights go out
And everyone has gone home
I will still be there waiting for you
Waiting for you to come into my arms
Waiting for you to tell me you love me one more time
I wait for you after everything because you are all I have
I lost everything I had
Except for you
And I am so afraid of losing you
Afraid because if I lose you
I will never be able to love again
Because you are the only person I love
And that will never change
Because you are my world
And without you I am just another body
Walking around looking for a reason to live
And this isn't something I want to be
So this is why I wait for you
So that you will know that my love is true
And that it will never go away
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Tis is a love poem titled "Waiting on love" tat i hav came across juz now....Felt tat it is nice so put in my blog for all of euu to read...yupp....However, is poem is nt delicated to anyone for now coz i dun haf anyone now.....yupp....
confessed @ 8:43 PM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
confessed @ 8:26 PM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Hmm....here going to put the lyrics for the song 最后一次.....so nice.....yuppp...To some ppl, plz read carefully.....euu ppl noe who euu are by now le.....yupp....
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在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
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先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮
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所有回忆没去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
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在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
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我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
Ah Ha~
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在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
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我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
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我永远爱你
confessed @ 10:15 PM
Friday, December 15, 2006
Someday (I Will Understand) - Britney Spears
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Nothing seems to be the way that it used too
Everything seems shallow
God give me truth
In me and tell me
Somebody’s watching over me
And that is all I am praying
Is that..
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(chorus)
Someday I will Understand
In gods whole plan
And what he’s done to me
Oh but maybe
Someday I Will Breathe
And I‘ll finally see
See it all in my baby
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Don’t you run too fast my dear
Why don’t you stop
Stop and listen to your tears
Their all you got
Its in you
You see somebody’s watching over you
And that is all I am praying
Is that...
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(chorus)
Someday you’ll Understand
In gods whole plan
And what he does to you
Oh but maybe
Someday you will breathe
And you‘ll finally see
See it all in your baby
See it all in your baby
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No moment will be more true
Than the moment I look at you
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It’s in you
You see somebody is watching
Over You
And that is all I am praying
Is that...
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(chorus)
Someday you’ll Understand
In gods whole plan
And what he does to you
Oh but maybe
Someday you will breathe
And you‘ll finally see
See it all in your baby
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See it all in your baby x4
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HURT~~~HEART SHATTERED~~~='(
confessed @ 9:52 AM
ppl...if euu all ever see me again plz appreciate it...if euu dun, plz dun be sad tat i am gone~!!! Really need to let my heart rest le....
confessed @ 12:20 AM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
~LOVE/LIKE = HURTS???~
.In msn saw my friend de nick saying "Falling In Love With The Wrong Person = Killing Myself"..Really agree with tis sentence lor....Bt maybe can change abit oso..."Liking the wrong person = killing myself"....Tis sentence is oso correct....yar....When will den i learn my lesson of not falling for ppl leh?? Really hope the "roots of love" in my heart can really be pluck out....I dun wan to like or love ppl....Coz it eventually only get myself into misery and get myself hurt....
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When can i ever trust "LOVE" and "LIKE" ever again?? Ystd i told my friend, it took me one year to recover from the hurt given by my very first stead....And i oso told tis friend tat until now rite, the scars in my heart given by the hurt of my 3rd relationship haven't even fully heal....yar....
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Maybe my 3rd relationship de tat person is correct bah...i keep looking back at my past relationship and look at the hurt they gave and i din move on....Bt hurt will stay in the heart for a very long time...So even if move on le sometime euu will look back at the hurt and hope it wun happen again....Or euu will look back at wad causes the hurt and hope euu wun make the mistake again....So will ppl ever move away from the hurt?? To me arh, its no bah....
confessed @ 11:30 AM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
好累好累好累~!!!!!!! But nvm...i am still here to write some msg for some ppl...yar....
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@@Yee Woen@@
Gud luck for ur term test wor....goign to end soon le..So jia you....Anyway, dun af to feel bad tat euu cant help me coz i understand....Take care wor....
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@@Lucinda@@
It being hard on euu but jia you wor.....juz remember tat i will help euu whenever i can de coz i promise euu liao...So euu dun haf to feel bad lor....yar.....
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@@Angel@@
Tong nian,tong yue, tong ri sheng de....Thank euu for listenng and helping me recently wor...thankz alot yar.....
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@@XiiaoGuii@@
Hmm....very long nv contact le....Hope euu are doing fine...Take care bah.....yar...Smth i choose not to sae le....
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@@Chee Yong@@
Da ge....Thankz for teaching me so much ystd....thank euu....If can hope euu can help me....
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XiaoZhu is TRYING TO STAY STRONG~~~
confessed @ 11:32 AM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Formal dressing....Wow...Izzit nice?? lolz...Personally i find tat i wear formal not bad lor....
A few daes din blog here le wor....yar lor....haha.....so here to blog blog le...Juz finish updating my de other blog lor....lolz....Bt seriously hor, i dunno wa to write leh....Not lazy to write msg lah, bt i dunno wad to write lor....yupp...So yar lor....
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hmm...so i think i put one more lyrics here bah....lolz....Lyric of the blog song of the other blog...lol...
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我想要说--蔡昮佑
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看着右手被撕裂的伤口
爱好像曾经停留
而我左手按下号码之后
那首属于我的歌不再播送
默写你的爱过
坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说
表情才不难过
我想要说
我想要说
如果没有了你
我该如何往下走
那一秒钟有没有发现我
倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手
在这一切之后
整夜的风冷得我手颤抖
你在温暖的那头
熟悉路口再一次的路过
等在那角落的人已不是我
默写你的爱过
坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说
表情才不难过
我想要说
我想要说
如果没有了你
我该如何往下走
那一秒钟有没有发现我
倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手
在这一切之后
我想要说
我想要说
如果没有了你
我该如何往下走
那一秒钟有没有发现我
倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手
在这一切之后
confessed @ 10:23 AM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Tis following lyrics of a song titled 'Heart' is delicated to my own heart....Yupp....The lyric of tis osng really rawk...And to all those heart broken ppl out there arh, i think euu shud delicate tis song to ur heart oso....Take care to all....
.##Heart - Britney Spears##
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Heart,
I know I’ve been hard on you
I’m sorry for the things I’ve put you through
Before you start to break on me or ask for sympathy
I need to make you see
Ho, heart,
I’m not sure its been long enough
To say that what I feel is really love
There’s just one way to learn,
sometimes we will get it earned
And right now its our turn
Give it time,
help me through
Hon,
we can do this together
You’re my strength,
you’re my soul
I need you now more than ever
Heart,
all the hurt will soon be gone
If you’ll,
if you’ll just keep on being strong
You will always be my friend,
so keep on hangin’ then
And we'll find love again
Give it time (Give it time),
help me through (Help me through)
Hon,
we can do this together
You’re my strength (You’re my strength),
you’re my soul
I need you now more than ever
Heart,
I know I’ve been hard on you
I’m sorry for the things
I put you through
Please don’t you break on me,
I need to make you see
It wasn’t meant to be
Cause you will always be my friend,
so keep on hangin’ then
And we'll find love again
confessed @ 11:13 AM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
As my another blog already written who are those that stay in my heart 4ever de liao...At here will write abt those tat are in my heart for now...These ppl might be promoted or might drop out of my heart one dae de....yupp....
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#1>> Z**R**
Hmm....my 6 relationship which only lasted for two daes due to some reason....Bt however since tat dae till now tis person is in my heart...Even thou' we nv tok much or wad arh, tis person still got a place in my heart de...Even thou' tis person might not believe but the fact is tis person is there....yupp...I noe can le....
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#2>> XiiaoGuii
Hmm....another person who is in my heart now...Someone who i wish to remove from my heart coz of a feeling bt i can't...Oso bcoz of the feeling i haf....yupp....So tis person is in my heart as well...Even thou' nv tok much le or meet up le...Bt the feeling dunno y still there....Bt nvm lah..tis person happy can le....yar lor....
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#3>> Ha***
Yupp...tis person is currently in my heart as well...but now tis person seldom call me le...Hmm...i dunno izzit bcoz of a misunderstanding or izzit tat smth i found out abt tis person is true....I dunno lah, bt tis person is in my heart oso lah...
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#4>> Ga*****
Tis person is oso in my heart now lor...A person who sort of hurt me bt pretent like nth happen....Bt yet we are still friends lor....And tis friend will always in my heart..Yupp....In a gud or bad way doesn't matter....yupp....
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#5>> Y***
How come tis person will be in my heart leh...It bcoz the smile always brighten me up lor....Whenever i sad sad or wad hor, tis person will be on cam cheering me up de....so nice of tis person....and the smile really very gud lor...can make me smile de...
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#6>>Sharon Jie, Kiah Kiat Mummy, Michelle, Lydia, Lisa,Xian Hao
All of them are my close friends....Hence tehy are in my heart as well.....
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Still got a few lah...Bt dun wanna list out..they are my friends.....yupp...shell stop here le....
confessed @ 9:47 AM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
You are The Wheel of Fortune
Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success
The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
confessed @ 11:08 AM
Friday, December 01, 2006
Finally change my blog song to Luo Zhi Xiang de 'Hao Peng You' liao....the lyrics for tis song can be found in my earlier entry....yupp....
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Hmm....todae gonna put another lyrics in tis entry..it will be my nxt blog song.....yupp......hehe....Tis one hor, the lyrics even better lah....
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爱我好吗?- 卓文萱
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虽然收敛了许多的情感
还是泄漏了我的不安
于是你开始冷淡
我也开始问自己该怎么办
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如果你知道我的遗憾
千万不要再不以为然
我的生活已经混乱
到处漂流却始终靠不了岸
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这是我最后 最美 最真 最心碎的留言
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喔～ 爱我好吗？
我愿意让伤心再来一遍
只要你留一个位置给我
哪怕是在你心中
最容易被忽略的角落
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喔～ 爱我好吗？
我愿意让伤心再来一遍
只要你留一个位置给我
哪怕是在你心中
最容易被忽略的角落
confessed @ 8:40 PM