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Monday, February 26, 2007

Finally updating tis blog le wor...lolz....the difference between the number of people vew of tis blog and another blog is quite large wor...Tis blog only near 4000 nia when another blog already 6500 plus le....lolz....Hmm....Quite long nv put msg here le hor....So hereby write a few msg lor....

##Yee Woen##
Nai Ma arh....Actually euu noe ur own feelings de...Juz tat ur restrictions are stopping euu to admit ur own feelings wor...Let go of ur restriction and euu will see tat de....Bt muz really protect urself lah....Dun let ppl so easy easy do these and tat to euu okie?? euu noe wad i referring to rite?? yar lor....Anything find me bah..Will try to help whenever i can...=) Good luck to ur exam~!!!

##Chee Yong Da Ge##
yoz da ge....Thankz for helping me wor....Really appreciate alot....Going NS soon le wor..Muz take care wor....See ya soon...=) Free find me a da sao okie?? lolz.....

##Michelle##
Euu seem very busy hor...When wan take back the HP for ur mum wor?? Hmm...Went got time muz go VE hor....remember wad lulu told euu abt ur MA post?? Den dun forget wad euu wan from VE okie?? The new office very nice....den not tat far oso....Only at Eunos wor....So see euu real soon arh...Take care =)

##XiiaoGuii, Garrick, Zick##
Long time nv see euu ppl le..Hopefully euu ppl are okie wor....Muz take care wor...I am only able to get ur news from here and there so not really sure oso lah.....Bt do take care okie?? Xiiaogui i dunno how's ur result lah, bt hopefully euu will get used to ur new environment in any school euu going lor....Garrick i oso dunno how's ur result and school thingy lah..hopefully euu doing well as well lor....Same go to Zick lor...Take care bah.....

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Feelings is in a total blank now bah....Coz recently too busy to think of all these thingy le.....yar lor....lolz....Den juz wan to sae a very BIG thank euu to all people who care for me in any ways lah....really thank euu ppl alot alot kz.....MUACKZ.....lolz....=)

confessed @ 8:35 AM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Todae is Valentine's Dae wor....To me rite, juz really thing time passes very very fast lor...Last year de me on tis dae is happy and attached....Tis year de me is neither happy nor sad but is single....yupp....
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Yea...Let see...As mention in my another blog rite, todae is SOMEONE de b'dae arh....Yar lor...SOMEONE who i am unable to forget...yea....SOMEONE who still in my heart...SOMEONE who happily show me attitude...SOMEONE who I dun even noe treat me as friend anot....But tis SOMEONE happy can le lah....=) So Happy Birthdae to tis SOMEONE....
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Hmm....Since i hit my ME position rite, i haven't sae my thank you speech lor...So here by write it in lor....
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First of all rite, gonna thankz The prettiest BM Miss Lois for my first SA...
Next will be my beloved upline Lucinda for bringing me in...
Follow by The Cutest Mr Meng wee for helping me hit my ME...
Den gonna thankz The Youngest Mr Danny and The Cutest Mr Meng Wee(again) for their CS...
Next will be Miss Jackee for attaching me for a Indian SA...
Follow by Qi hao for CS-ing me once when i am negative...
Next will be Angel for listening to my problem and trying to encourage me...
Then oso Jasmine for bringing some laughter...
Follow by Michael and Wei Rong for being like Brothers...
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Yupp..Shud be tats all lor...Thankz everyone who help me in any way lor...*Bow*

confessed @ 8:59 AM

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Hmm....remember tat dae i wrote abt my feelings here in tis blog?? Yupp...Currently still remain the same lor....Yupp...Feelings tat needed to be let go still need to be let go....Bt i oso dunno bah...喜欢一个不可以喜欢的人就是那么的辛苦啊。。。
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从前有一位长得不是很好看也不是长得很难看的小男生。。。他很blur blur 的。每次都会被他的同学bully...但是他还是一样的生活。。。就这样一天一天的过去了。他从中学毕业后就跟以前不同了。可以说他的改变是从2004年12月开始的。。。年过一年他还是被人伤害她的心。。。到了现在还是无法回复以前那个没有伤根的心。。。他还是一直想这那些她很爱很爱的人。。。但那些人知道吗?知道又能如何呢?
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Xiiaozhu de change to many ppl is unexpected de...Even to xiiaozhu it oso unexpected de..who will expect to be hurt so deeply??

confessed @ 10:46 AM

Saturday, February 10, 2007



The above 3 pics are my grp presentation on thursdae...Nice rite?? i design the name there de...lolz....Love it....
Me at my workplace...lolz...my uniform....so old fashion hor??
The candle at MOX...lolz....Nice~!!!
Me, Angel and Lulu during AGS...lolz...bt i now den upload coz angel juz send me...=.=

confessed @ 10:10 AM

Thursday, February 08, 2007

People that i am missing and thinking and still haf feelings for:
Z**K
T**O
X******I
E****N
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People that i dunno whether i still haf feelings for:
B******N
J***N
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People i dunno if i haf feeling for:
G****T
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People that i haf to let go of the feeling:
T**O
X******I
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People(EX) i can't forget:
M*****L
T**O

confessed @ 9:20 PM

Monday, February 05, 2007


Hmm....Tml is another special dae for me...A dae tat i shud really forget and oso a dae tat i am unable to forget....060207...One year ago a relationship started....Bt juz lasted for 3 weeks... A person who deeply hurt me... A person who i love.... Anyway, dun wish to think much oso bah....Yar lor...Thou' tml might be a sad sad de dae arh, bt i still need to try to keep my smile on my face bah....Tml got to work at 6pm till 10pm bah...yar lor....

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Msg to 060206...

IF we are still together tml will be the very first year le....Ystd 040207 is the dae tat we noe each other for 1 year...365 daes....12 mths.... yupp....Hmm...seriously surprise tat euu will remember the date we satrted and know each other bah...Bt whether it a gud or bad way euu remember it its purely depend on euu bah....yupp...Euu being asking me how come everytime going out with euu i will sure bcome emo rite?? i think the answer can be found in my another blog bah...yupp....

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My Schedule...

060207 -- School, meeting, work

070207 -- School, meeting

080207 -- School, VE

090207 -- School, Event-TRCC opening

confessed @ 9:00 PM

Friday, February 02, 2007

9.23am….Still on 168 on my way to school….I am damn damn damn dan late..Bt nvm lah….Anyway, here to blog abt some memories that still running on my mind….
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++ MeMoRiEs ++

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1st person I like…
- My first kiss….
- The First Meeting…

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1st Relationship…(3 mths)
- Cooking together for lunch and dinner
- Watching Movie together
- Staying over
- Cycling at Bishan Park
- Play Badminton together
- First Piggy I receive
- Going for Cyndi’s autograph session
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2nd Relationship…(2 weeks)
- Going out together and took bus home
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3rd Relationship…(3 weeks)
- First Meeting
- Visit to Esplanade
- Sending home
- Going Out Together
- Valentine’s Present ( a pastry)
- Watch Movie together
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4th Relationship…(1 mth, 1 week)
- Walking ard Pasir Ris Park
- Going out together
- So happen to meet at Genting without any arrangement (after break up)
- Watch Movie together
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5th Relationship…(3 weeks)
- Going Out
- Sending me home
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6th Relationship…(2 daes)
- Watching Movie…
- Go White Sand together…
- Taking Bus…
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Above listed are gud memories….Dun feel like putting bad memories….Yupp…Bt thinking of all tis gud memories bring smile and sadness to me bah…Happy coz its gud memories arh…Sad bcoz it will nv happen again….Bad memories will bring hurt and tears…To most of my EX(LG,Dear Dear, Dar, Bao Bei, Dar Dar, Darling) I miss euu all….Juz wan to sae sorry if last time I do anything wrong bah….Maybe I not a gud BF oso lah…Take care….

confessed @ 11:49 AM

Thursday, February 01, 2007


The lyrics that euu all see below is a very nice song....But as the file too big i cannot upload it to be my blog song.....Bt euu all can try to find tis song lah....Its by Malaysia first project superstar winner 黄俊源...The title of the song is 我真的希望.....Really a sad and nice song...Strongl recommended.....

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Valentine's Dae is juz round the corner....It someone's birthdae as well...Last year as tis person de stead i din celebrate the b'dae coz i tot the family will celebrate for tis person...Gave tis person a necklace for present even i got no money..Bt i only saw it once and after tat no more le...Tis person nv put it on le....Yupp....It my very first valentine's dae present plus b'dae present for someone in my 19 years of living....Anyway, tis year shell celebrate valentine's dae with the status labelled "SINGLE" bah....

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Hmm..People i like dun like me....Bt nvm bah...Tis type of thing can't be force de arh....Anyway, more feelings if confirmed within me... Yupp....Bcoz of these ppl tat i like, i dun dare to go into a relationship...Bcoz of the hurt i receive i dun dare to go into any relationship....Coz i noe i will be hurting tat person...And all i wan for Valentine is "YOU"....Who is the "YOU", euu all try to figure out urself bah....

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你说地球的另外一半
某个地方值得你靠岸
他的答案
比我有份量
就别谈我未来的孤单
既然都离开这有多长
寂寞会带我到处游玩
你的爱就算都走了样
o..
是说真的
没有遗憾
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If you want cry
cry on my shoulder

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为你开一扇窗
做避风港
请帮我这个忙
放心的飞翔
用来交换我这辈子收藏
也许我不够别人坚强
却都稀罕为你受点伤
做不成你的另外一半
也不想你能和我一样
既然幸福围像一道墙
让我们预望地老天慌
也没有所谓原不原谅
在这一路上
我真的希望
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If you want cry
cry on my shoulder
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为你开一扇窗
做避风港
请帮我这个忙
放心地飞翔
用来交换我这辈子收藏
我真的希望
o...
YE...
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If you want cry
cry on my shoulder
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为你开一扇窗
做避风港
请帮我这个忙
放心地飞翔
用来交换我这辈子收藏
.
我真的希望
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我真的希望

confessed @ 11:47 AM