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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Story time…(Before I go into the friendship series, I will writing a Life story first)…
* Original and True Story…
In the year of Rabbit-1987, a baby boy was born on November 19. At first, according to the mother, this baby boy shud not even be born as they were thinking about aborting him away but when the mother realized that she was pregnant, it was too late…The baby is too old to be aborted. Before this, the mother din even realize that she was pregnant with tis child. The whole family were like moving house from bedok to tampines and the mother carries heavy things, climb up and down, painting and all other stuff tat is needed for moving house. However, the baby was so strong that the mother din even miscarriage…
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So on November 19, this baby boy was bought to earth. According to the mother and the relatives and friends, tis baby is quite heavy, big sized and chubby….Due to tis chubby cute face, many ppl tend to love tis baby a lot but no one can tahan carrying tis baby…Even the baby’s father himself. According to the mother, the father din really carry the baby at all…However, tis baby really haf many ppl tat love him and care for him…The mother sae tat tis baby is a good boy bcoz where ever they put tis baby at, tis baby will not make noise. Instead, he will juz play by himself and in the end fall aslp.
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Slowly tis baby grow older…When he eventually noe how to tok, he still being cared by those ppl tat know him… He noe how to buy ppl’s heart. For example, a uncle and auntie who treated him so gud, buy stuff for him all that, he will call that uncle daddy and mummy…At that time, there’s one couple who rented one room in his flat and the couple treated him well…Buy things for him and bring him out all tat and he called them daddy and mummy…And another case is that he call his father’s brother and brother’s wife as daddy and mummy as well becoz they treated him nicely…Infact until now, tis uncle and aunt still treat him well…During Chinese new year, his hong bao will always be biger than the other…Thou’ he had stop calling them daddy and mummy as he grow old le.
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Year by year, tis baby get older..Attended kindergardern and had a very nice teacher who treated him so well lor…Maybe tis boy boy really noe how to buy ppl’s heart bah…Den after two years, tis boy boy graduated from kindergardern and proceed to primary school…Believe it or not, the teacher from kindergardern still recognize tis boy boy till now.Den those parents of the friends he had in kindergarden oso still recognize him.Anyway, tis boy boy went to Primary one and he had a very close friends which wherever they go they will go together. But tis close friends transfer out of primary sch to another sch in Primary 3 and tis boi boi was sad…and after tat, tis boi proceed on to P4,P5 and P6…Tis few years he had many friends and a few close ones. And many things oso happen during tis three years…Quite a few memories still linger in tis boy mind now. Something which he wun forget.
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And in the end tis boi took his PSLE and graduated from primary school and proceed to Secondary school. In secondary school even more things happen especially in his sec 4 and Sec 5 life…But from sec 1 to sec 3 that time, tis boy is rather “weak” as he keep crying out whenever he feel like crying..But bcoz of smth, tis boi bcome stronger in sec 4 and din cry tat much…And in sec 5 it even lesser..In secondary school, the problems of friendship is so different from the friendship issue which occur in Primary school..And in secondary it is more stressed comparedf to primary.However, tis boi graduated with O level cert from his secondary school. As he scored D7 for maths, no poly accepted him…So he went to ITE to take Higher Nitec in Accounting while retaking his maths as well… _
In ITE he got a few close friends and he really happy tat he got all these friends as during tis period, his life changes as many sad event start to occur and the ITE close friends is always there for him in school….However, his time in ITE is short…Before the end of his first year in ITE, he passed his maths and applied for the poly…Thou’ he really misses his friends a lot…He make the decision to move on to a poly after some time of struggling on wad to do..But in the end he still left ITE and get into a poly which is where he is now….He will be completing his first semester soon….This first semester he met a few close friends in class who really care for him.But for some reason, he is feeling abit unsecured in going to school and he is thiking whether he shud quit sch and juz go for NS anot…And it’s the friends tat is holding tis boi back in school..If not, tis boi shud haf left.
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Many many events happen to tis boi since Sec 5 till now and his guy did attempt to commit suicide…Tis guy did hurt himself by cutting his own arm and by not eating even thou’ he noe he got gastric promlems. However, his friends is always there to support him…And tis is part of the reason where tis boi is still hanging on nw….This boi is sadded by many things, but he is very happy to haf a grp of supportive friends…. _**Msges...**#1Hmm...Euu noe smth, noe matter wad, i will be there waiting for euu for half a year...During tis half a year i will open myself for others as well...I dunno how much tears have i shed for euu...Everytime i ask myself not to but anything tat relate to euu, my tears will juz flow...I think euu shud be the person which i shed the most tears and blood bah....Gud tat ur head is okie lor...Yupp...Althou' i noe euu wun come back to me anymore, but bcoz i am stubborn and my love for euu so i choose to wait...As euu can see from my msn nick... TaKe Care..
_#2Thankz to euu two for always be there for me in class when i needed someone...Thankz so much...How i really hope someone can kill me now lor...The feeling i having now is so damn sucky...I juz wan someone to kill me now....=(_
#3TO anyone...The word 'cruel' is always done by ppl...Imagine euu saw a pict of the person euu love so much with his/her stead...Isn't tis a cruel thing tat person do?? But how can euu react to it when euu see tat photo?? To me, i juz cry out...The pain in the heart is like tat person tearing apart your heart...Thou' euu love tat person so much but euu only can wish the person all the best for his/her love life... The pain in the heart can anyone understand??
confessed @ 12:36 PM